Well Nicole, 2 problems. First of all, I really like porn too. The thing is, it's not appropriate for this website. Not to mention we just don't want cluttering ads of any kind here.
Second, is the antidrug stance on ADD. You should really learn the facts. There are brain scans that prove the brains of people with ADD are different. Certain medications help those people to concentrate. It is not a psychological thing where they can just learn to pay attention better. That is like telling epileptics to stop throwing fits and just exercise to make it stop and not use medication.
Take a look at Doctor Amen's website. As you will see he the foremost expert on brain imaging and the relation of brain function to psychiatry.
Now phentermine on the other hand, Is useless without the other chemical that went with it in the drug phen-phen. That drug did work, but the other drug (which I forget the name of) caused heart attacks and was banned. Phentermine is not going to work without it so there you go.
The irony to your post, is that I am pretty sure you have ADD. I would go so far as to say I am pretty sure you have type 1 (the hyperactivity kind), although other types can coexist.